Through this project, I explore my personal struggle with overthinking and the fear of failure, particularly the tendency to worry about outcomes before even trying something new. This habit often prevents me from taking risks or fully immersing myself in the creative process. My project is centred on creating an environment that enables me to let go of these fears, embrace the present moment, and create freely without concern for the end result.

To achieve this, I developed a calming soundtrack designed to help me focus on the present and quiet the mental chatter about the past or future. With this soundtrack as a backdrop, I engage in the process of creating a sculpture—an art form that allows for tactile, hands-on interaction. The act of sculpting while listening to the music enables me to channel my focus into the material and the sensations I feel in the moment, rather than on achieving perfection or meeting expectations.

The soundtrack created by me, using Ableton 12 software is a soft mix of the western music and the classical music of India which also represents my fear of choosing between my life in India or my life in London. Through this fusion and calming soundtrack, I tried to merge my two worlds instead of choosing 1. The constant battle in my head of whether I want to be here in London or there in India is also being represented through the soundtrack.

Through this process, I discovered what it means to be truly present wherever you are. I felt a deep connection with the material, letting my hands move intuitively without worrying about the outcome. This experience of flow and mindfulness became a powerful tool in overcoming my fear of failure. As part of my process, I conducted secondary research to study artists and their work that explore themes of failure, mindfulness, and interactive art. This research provided me with valuable insights and inspiration, influencing the way I approached both the soundtrack and the sculpture.